i'm sad but i'm Happy! ):(

I think you've found the person you have always dreamed all this while... alhamdulillah, i hope you happy with her .... saya turut sama bahagia dan gembira untuk awak ... serious!
hati ku jelous betul tengok dia, even that girl is my bestfriend... but its really2 ok, she's beautiful and he's hensome... good and suit la dorang dua... hope korang bahagia! once again semoga korang bahagia... mungkin memang jodoh korang kan... xbleh nak kata apa dah.... i really2 hope both of you happy! aminn :)
i dont know how long i can stand this.....
Astaghfirullah.... aku terima apa adanya yang kau atur untuk ku ya Allah ...

p/s: no ps for today! coz i'm really sad!